Today was a little easier.
I managed to shift with minimal pain and even kept my mind in the present for the first part of the night. Mazarah said that I paced her and then took down a deer. For the first time since my capture, I fended for myself.
There’s a very good chance that I’ll be able to live with this curse. Maybe even one day, I’ll be able to function around people. I won’t chance that until it’s certain. Time, I just need time. But I want to get back to my family so bad!
I need to know they’re alright. Not knowing is torture.
No, I can not think about that now.
Today gave me hope. I don’t know how much longer I need to wait, but I will try to be patient.
Mazarah wants to teach me fighting styles tomorrow.
I wonder if that will help me with control. Or maybe I should just be locked up. Again, time will tell.